I may not post much, or have alot to say, but i know that what i say can matter if you would only look beneath the surface.
S.L.U.T.
I have come to realise that my emotions have been running deep, including my feelings towards people. I find that as I’ve grown over the last couple of years im suddenly realizing that people arent always what they seem to be. People that i love and think are my friends one minute suddenly morph before my eyes into these nasty creatures that i dispise. A girl sits across from me in class. She used to be my best friend, I though highly of her as a person. But now she seems grotesque. I watched her soul twist and whirl and slither away. We used to do everything together and then one day i just couldn’t stand to be around her. I’m not sure if it is me or her. But i know that her existance bothers me. When i look her my nose wrinkles and i tense. I have no reason to hate her the way that i do, but its like i cant help but loath her. Her head is four sizes too small for her body, she dresses like a slut, her mouth is too small for her face, her hair is fried and breaking off, and the way she talks….talks to people, about people, around people…It just gets so under my skin. And she is STUPID. Litteraly dumb. She askes the teacher for help on everything, and expects to survive in college? They’ll eat her alive. Her demener is annoying, just the way she carries herself. I hate everythiung about her, and have no reason, other than I somehow feel like i am above her. Like i am better than her. I used to be just like her once, trashy, always talking bad about people, and giving off my ugly soul. And in my heart i know that its wrong to ever feel that way, and that it makes me myself a shitty person, but i cant stop. I feel ugly inside, but cant do anything to stop myself. Its like a venemous snake running through my viens, and it isn’t just with her, its lots of people. I find that there are few people that i actually like. Few people that i feel close too. I only hope that this doesn’t go further and make me hate everyone.
Gauge a Definition!!!!!
Ok, so i am tired of all the bitching about people saying they are “gauging” their ears. The arguement is that gauging is only considered a measurement, but actually that is not true there are many deffenitions. Used as a verb the word can actually mean to adapt to a specified measurement…. now isnt that what you are doing when you “stretch” your lobes? yes! so how can you tell people that they are uneducated and dont deserve to be stretching their ears if they call it gauging when you yourselves are all uneducated. So educate yourselves people. I have listed the defs. below, and also the link to the site.
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/gauge
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